Welcome to 3662 this is about me but, it may be about you!

Hello,

I can't sit and write the story of my life where it begins- Hello my name is, I was born in,I went to school,university, travelled the world, came back got married and settled down and had kids etc.

My story is different and sets out to share with you the memories, and experiences that have made me into the person I am today. I aim to include and make reference to people, places,events and other things that have either served to have a positive or negative impact on me as just one human on a planet of 7.9 billion people. We are all individually different we will all experience emotions that can make us feel happy,sad, angry, used, abused, heartbroken and confused.

At the moment my emotions are all over the place and I feel hopeless as I witness the war, pain, destruction and suffering in the world, I am essentially being forced to make some of the biggest decisions of my life. It's hard to decide what to do as I continue to experience flashbacks, day and nightmares, whilst living in fear and isolation from the outside world.

With so much time on my hands, today I sorted through all my official paperwork, made a list of people to call or finish writing letters to, filled the recycle bin with files,books and old letters whilst furiously ripping up photographs of people I knew I would never see again.

Vomiting from the pain caused through direct and subliminal bullying via social media platforms- I'd spent hours on the phone to the solicitors who told me to be patient, block and delete everyone.

My world has been ripped to shreds by people whom I thought were friends only to find they were intentionally putting a noose around my neck- because I didn't fit in.

Sleep doesn't come easy when you are trying to decide to go or stay in a world where you feel abandoned,unloved and rejected again and again.

Why 3662?

As the words flow like my tears I am inspired to share the journey of my life and transmute the pain in hope that it helps others.

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